~Clouded~

It's like I was awake

but I was dreaming

An odd

Feeling

An

Afterimage

Sometimes life

is too crazy

and you need to be lazy

Afraid to live

But I want to

My head

Is clouded

With lies

and persuasion

What I wouldn’t give

Just to forget

So I can

get back

to good

Again

Distance

distracted
It’s as predictable

as the sun

coming up

in the morning

Motivation

In an empty

Coffee cup

Trying

To be

Genuine

Love

freely

It’s harder

Then I think

Trying

To find

The upper

Hand

Curved

memories
Crystal drops

Shadows

ferns leave

spaces

Of quiet

Between

The sound

When the day

Is drawn out

That rustle

in the quiet green

Ever-changing
Emerge

from my shelter
From the storm


Lovely lady
Stars

Leave

A mark

Touch me gently
Blow out the candle
Say a prayer
Dont despair
Turn the door handle
Quickly so quickly

All to sleep
Rest your head
Nothing’s gonna harm you
All to sleep

The beauty

Is in

The heartbreak

Trying to

remember

the honey

I just want

to get my breath

Fresh linen

and strawberries

Jasmine

by the water

haunts me

You were

Sweet surrender

Show me how to do it

Soft and lonely

How do you fight

An angel

A forgotten

Spanish

princess

Just like

a dream

I must have

been asleep

for days

Every single

broken heart

can lead

you to the truth

a million moments

full of sweet relief

when it comes

you think you know

what you're looking for

until what you're looking

for finds you

The stars sparkle

Alone

At night

But I’m already standing

On the ground

Cold

shamed

I’m wide awake

I can see the perfect sky is torn

You're not

a saint

of his devotion
Make it new

heartbreakingly beautiful

The glass is cut

The bottle is dry

I’m still waiting

But I’m hanging on

I see your fantasy

You want to make it a reality

baby

~Sarah Mahina Calvello~