Thursday, June 16, 2016

~shadows~

why should
the shadows come,
you are
my constant friend
that is here again
like the tide
that leaves
Just to come back
again

the ebb
and flow
down
to the
ocean’s
deepest
secrets

between the
shadows
and dark
moments


we overcame
we love
the shiny
parts

the  comfort
we find
in
each other
move
in your
own way
I like
to play
with your fire

~Sarah Mahina Calvelllo~

Saturday, June 11, 2016

~Kindled~


the days not over yet
our story is already written
and now we have to play our parts we have no choice
safe as milk
icing over a secret pain
this picture seems like a million years ago and yesterday
say we’ll always be together
like the sun we’ll rise up together
fly across all the lonely years
life is better without those pretty lies

trees
drink up
the red wine
of sunset
breathe the luminous breeze
you can’t find the rewind button


angels fall
if you’re not there
I craved reality
there is a difference
too much dreaming and pretending
I just finally want to go home


you forged my heart
like a weapon
opened my eyes
and showed me
what I was missing


the clean scent
of old books
burnt vanilla
sweet grass
slightly floral
it's comfort
new thoughts
of nostalgia
if you don't
say it
out loud
it's
not true


this right now
this would be the best part
not the dying part
the living
Rumi writes
there is a candle in your heart
waiting to be kindled
there is a void in your soul
waiting
to be filled


in the end fireflies are our only light to paradise~
the closer I am to fine
life is better without those pretty lies
if you don't say it out loud then it's not true
I'm on edge of darker
talking to some people is like talking to a fitted sheets
you don’t know which way to fold
I just want to mean something to you
I get stronger with every step I got more than a little bit left


~Sarah Mahina Calvello~

Wednesday, June 8, 2016

~Cracked~

the world Is too small
and keeps on
getting smaller

your eyes
are beautiful
but sad
climbing
calm

made
a wrong turn
once
or twice
twists
and turns

the truth is
that I'm cracked too
It just messes
with my head sometimes
once you start thinking
that you have to take a certain path in life,
you set yourself up for disappointment

truth is
my only defense
to come back
again
there are no
wrong turns
only long
winding corners

you don't have to
move away from
old memories
to make new ones

the daisies
are blooming now
trough the pale
spotted sun
the trees are quiet
except for
the lonely birds

 if you want to know the future
 just create it