Sunday, May 28, 2017

~Capture~




You can picture it
and the miles just melt away
A blanket of bluebonnets
The light
Never goes out

In a sea
Of a million of stars
Are you going to capture?
Or snap to reality
This is taking
Too long

It’s destiny
And traps
Are only set
By me
I seek the
Ultimate ink
Get closer
you
Start to see
The shadows
underneath
A frenzy
Of words

White purple blue
Smell of wild burnt honey
Perfume floating into the air
Like strawberries
Like an airy angel
Following the sun
Caressed by long grasses
Dry and sweet
Drinking with you at sunset
Orange and yellows
Twist and turn
In playful chaos
In search of a vision
Past crystal jungles
Derail
Your own trail
A sense of the miraculous in everyday life
so it was
Lightning split the sky
And all was quiet
My night ended
Bizarre
Overarching
Kisses

I wish someone
could tell me
how a glass
could just all of a sudden

shatter
~Sarah

Friday, May 26, 2017

~Crushed Violets~




don’t
disturb the sounds
of silence
the crushed violets
leave a smearing
stain

praying
for something
unamed
just to pray
just to be good

siilloettes
soft rain
overcome you
but don’t go chasing
what isn’t there

I always say
I’m leaving
then I stay while
you’re sleeping

like a push and pull, baby
watching to see
who will
move first

I wonder
what will happen
to us in the
long run

my words echoed
like raindrops
and they fell into
the well of silence
let your dream
be a stubborn dream
got to keep ticking on
the penny is struggling
to keep its shine
it’s a whole lot harder
to shine this time
sometimes good intentions
don’t come out so well

but up and downs,
dusty shelves
of memories
when I think
I lost my way
the dusty shelves
of memories
I’ll follow the sun
warm breeze
I’m on the edge
perfume floating
airy strawberries
white flowers fall
like bells

Mirror on the wall
ready to fall
heart becomes
a hunter
don’t wound your
chance to love
pictures of the smile
I remember
this can’t be true
I spent the time
in the arms of a stranger
I knew too well

you’re mainly
a mystery
with traces
of something
the pillow fell
I slept
in the twilight
with only one
care

the hours
for once passed
like a sweet breeze
and you caused
me to yield

don’t tell me
of love everlasting
and other sad dreams
we're just passionate strangers
who rescue each other

dark eyes
melting each other’s soul
to the place it longed to be
~Sarah Mahina Calvello~ 



Monday, May 22, 2017

~Far Away~



my heart
on the tracks
wide open
exposed
shivering

only high
because
I’m feeling
low

dreams
come slow
but go too fast

I want to
run away
but I don’t know
where I’m
funning from
feeling
untouchable
fractured

dear
how our words
spill carelessly
without warning
falling into
the forget-me-nots

dark
blue and open
bend my heart
back to you

there is no shadow
when there
is no sun
days
within days

you give yourself away
nothing to gain
nothing to take away

we can
plant these
seeds carefully
if we hold them in steady hands,
dig holes with intention.
mend
through calculation.
reckoning

healing with sedulously poised letters
balanced on cracked lips.
so far away
this is my life
round
and round
here's something

nothing
Is black and white
love looks differently
in every place
It shows up

electric
that’s the word
for it
I like to be
undefinable

if something is easy,
that doesn't mean it's wrong.
It’s all
a foundation

wounds are
ways to reveal us
wreck me down
if it makes you feel right
what coffee
would taste
best if it was
as black as moonless night?
romance
in a cup of coffee
in a thoughtful
careless touch

red daisies
on the table
be my saving grace
in this messy place

were here
but still

so far away

~Sarah Mahina Calvello~

Friday, May 19, 2017

~Mapped~



When people can just walk away from you, let them walk.."
- TD Jakes


needles
pierce
and stain
dragging across
the surface
slopes
of a
compas
delicate sharp
on yellowed paper

match
the torn pieces
to align
the stars
red rose
fire sunset
wears
and tears
now that
I know what
I am without
you can’t
just leave me
call my name
be my
saving grace
in this
messy place
only you know
the mapped patterns
of my heart

cold blue
rain
staying right
in front of me
the same
old place
I never want to leave
you make me feel
like my dreams
could come true
we share
a place
under
the same sun
I loved you
like a fire
it’s turning
blue
don’t walk
away
discern
the thoughts
intentions
of the heart
I love you
but you
disrupt
my
life
how did you
get so far away?

I found the stars
but who
are you?

~Sarah Mahina Calvello~