~Calm~

is this
romance? No,
It's undefined
filing the
pain away
in the
corners of
my mind

I feel
like I'm
hibernating
again with
the cold
weather the
clean  calm
it's just
dark and
angry ready
to change

I'm not
ready to
come back
to this
empty place

breathing should
be easy
call it
a lesson

the stars
tend to
make sense
when you
want them to

a reflective
chilling time
a change
of time
is called
winter time

a English rose
ethereal and earthly
calm in
my eyes
I know
who you are

icy swirls
fall into
the air
and just
shiver there

the cold
brings everything
to light

Sarah Mahina Calvello