~Seamlessly~

seamlessly doing
my best
to integrate
myself into
the picture

It was
a lonely moment
wanting to
belong to something
until you  see

but not
everything I
see is true
layers upon layers
of half-truths

but still
the way
we see
each other
is impossible
to misinterpret
the most honest
is when
we can
acknowledge ourselves
as liars

I miss you
when I can't sleep
in the
quiet moments
of honey
and milk
coffee mosaic
spills down
to the sun

love dreams
in water
suspended and true
for so long
we have been better

~Sarah Mahina Calvello