Saturday, January 17, 2015

~The bus~

the bus
by Sarah Mahina Calvello

heading home
in the cold
feeling low
blind drifts of vapor flew
can’t look up
its just too much
too disheveled
blue trees
of dark lace


the cold silver windows
of the bus
I can almost see the circles
of my breath


a young man
with round quiet eyes
brown and closed
sandy blond hair under a flat tan hat
he sets the wooden harpsichord
on his lap
in one motion
of jagged knobs
and smooth wood


not looking at anything
except at what is in his hands
fingers jumping and weaving in a calming trance
nothing haunts us like the things we dont say


your jade eyes are dangerous
he said
traces of breath
do their airy dance
with a shy sideways smile


white star lights
shimmer down the highway
sometimes it takes sadness
to appreciate happiness
noise to appreciate silence

and absence to value presence

Thursday, December 18, 2014

~Storm Text~by Sarah Mahina Calvello


the sky is beautiful today
something is coming
cold and restless sky
rest up and keep warm
cuddle pillows and tea
the relaxing smoky hug lingers

it’s coming
dark and angry
the storm of change
the intensity of the moment
hot cocoa for you
cold cocoa forme
exhausted after a long day

danger is everywhere
even in the sky
but don't go chasing it
just follow the twists and turns
that winds down
to my heart
you won’t get lost
in my arms

because I’ll hold you close

Sunday, November 23, 2014

~Birds~

~Birds 2~
~by Sarah Mahina Calvello~

everyday passes by
and you can barely see
huddled within yourself
layers upon feathery layer
a folded winter flower


thick and cold with wear
you’ve missed so many birds
bare and black
on whispers of gray branches
icey circles in the cold gray
you wait
almost not knowing
what for anymore
hold onto the good
and let go of the bad
like breathing
like something more
a liquid sigh trembles

in the drowsy shadows

~2 Dollar Coffee Revised~


~2 Dollar Coffee~

~by Sarah Mahina Calvello~

2 dollar coffee
alone with my dancing thoughts
brown leaves
under my feet
and hanging bells
of white flowers
stain the air


brown knobs of branches
undressing themselves
bark hanging in the wind and trembling


the branches curves around each other
a secret hug
in icey swirls
and cold twists
and curves
against the gray blue


another cup of coffee
is another smile
a hint of something better
that will play on your face
for awhile


another book
dark blue paper cup
like a abandoned bookmark
on the sidewalk
a place where you were
a reflection
of nothingness
that has so much value
shadows of blackbirds
arch in the distance
color the street with quiet dust

Saturday, November 22, 2014

~2 Dollar Coffee~

2 dollar coffee
alone with my dancing thoughts
brown leaves
under my feet
and hanging bells
of white flowers
stain the air


brown knobs of branches
undressing themselves
bark hanging in the wind and trembling


the branches curves around each other
a secret hug
in icy swirls
and cold twists
and curves
against the gray blue


another cup of coffee
is another smile
a hint of something better
that will play on your face
for awhile


another book
dark blue paper cup
like a abandoned bookmark
on the sidewalk
a place where you were
a reflection
of nothingness
that has so much value

Thursday, November 6, 2014

~Grandpa~




~Grandpa~
by Sarah Calvello

you made it look so easy
everyday was amazing and new
like the orbs of fruit
you placed in my hand
curling my fingers around it
the greatest and simplist gift
you could have offered  me
meant the most
the air burnt and swirling

          But you will rise like the Phoenix does
          ya you can kiss my ashes
          You will rise like the Phoenix does
          Leaving dust behind you
          So you can think of what you’ve done
         Whatever you do do it well
        do it well, no hiding
        those were last words to me
        It's like your checking that I'm abiding

        Your last words ring true
        But I don't know how you meant it
        I don't know if you had faith in me
        but from now on they're cemented in my memory
        and I will go on my merry way

        The sunrise always will rise in the morning
       I can go on now
       moving on without hesitation
      arise you army just waiting there
      arise without hesitation  
     remember my words well
     remember what I teach you
     my words will weigh heavy
     I might be here today But I might be here tomorrow
     you made it look so easy



Saturday, October 18, 2014

~Untangled~

Untangled

jasmine bells
hanging
in the pale wind
green water shadows
hug the dusty road
winding along itself

it takes great courage to love a tainted world
you have more courage than I would ever would know
its the perfect who need love, not the imperfect

to look at a thing is quite different from seeing a thing
its the beauty laying inside like a unfurling flower
the expected petals of passion
to love oneself is the beginning of a great romance

I hate to see you go
but I love to watch you walk away
fly into the fire with me
we never learn to fly without crashing a few times
looking in your eyes
I’ll never forget
your sweet, laughing smile

delicate lily lines
lights the shadows
of her

together,
we will untangle
what’s tangled