Thursday, July 20, 2017

~Limits~



Silence only
sticks to
the room
Until you
wake up
And realize
You’re not asleep

Stop asking
If I’m ok
Touching
My shoulder
Look in
The mirror
Instead
Of this

touch the earth
want to
be wild
unruly
Walk
not run
A sunset
never fades

Meander into
the mist
With me
Ground shifts
under my feet
Sometimes life
Is setting limits
Taking on what
You can
And leaving
What you can’t

I am ready
Like my heart
Slowly falling
In this room
Ice slowly
melting
let’s forget
all the things
that we say

One secret,
and now
nothing made sense
Wrap around
my heart
All around
But we have heartache
all the same
Some realities
are too awful

When our hopes
are high,
nothing can
touch us
With high hopes,
there’s always
a bright future
I’ll leave you to it

Never hesitates
Perfect surprise
Spinning
Round and round

Another day
In paradise

Sweet distractions
A moment came
to stop me on  a dime

~Sarah Mahina Calvello~

Wednesday, July 19, 2017

~Begginning~




Drops of wine
Like sorrow
In my glass
I want a spark
A light
On forgotten shelves
Velvet crushed
Garnets linger
On your tongue
When life
calls we have
a choice to answer
or to pretend
not to
hear it

Truth is a
matter of perspective
I tethered mine
free from the lies
Floating like
a feather
Ocean of violets

I don’t
belong here
But I will
wait for you

Obsessive thinking
The person
I once was
Frozen

Exhume
the past
this time
With careful fingers

This is
my final quest
To remove
my mask
It’s all good,
truly

If I’m
Gonna daydream
I might
as well
daydream big

The truth
is often painful,
but so is
living a lie

It’s okay to talk
about the past
Just don’t
Leave the door
Ajar

I’m so
distracted from the real thing
past
just falls behind
Echos
On canvas
Pale glass
Are memories

If a new
Beginning
is what i hoped for
this isn’t it

I wanted
a new beginning,
maybe I’m not
the only one

Turmeric stains
Bleeds golden
In my water
Neon honey
To reveal
The path

They say every
ending is a
new beginning

Sometimes it feels
like it’s just there
To hold your place

Long as you’re happy
Sometimes you gotta
turn your life around
it’s like they say
fortune favors
the brave

Isn’t life
always a plunge
into the great
unknown

Without goodbyes
you can’t look
forward to hello’s

All wired up,
I feel sometimes
everything falls in line

a way of
softening
the blow
In that moment
I was waking up
To myself

Take me
far beyond
imagination

Waking up from the dark
Just leaves you
In the light

Sometimes
saying nothing is better
Off here running,
here we go
~Sarah Mahina Calvrllo~

Friday, July 14, 2017

~Pennies~





You are
my handbag of choice,
I promise

That was
the moment
I knew I had
to let go
and trust
in the future

It’s all
Done and dusted
Now
it was aching,
Missing

you wanted
the rainbow
but you
got the rain
This life
is a ghost
of you
I’ll see you
before I fall
Asleep
Find answers
In the
Pouring rain
The only thing
riskier
is not taking
any risk at all
You’re clutching
at straws
Sky was
broken
I had to
wake up

my heart
is aching
For you
honey,
it was
aching
Being mysterious
suits you
words that
melt in
your hand
daisy chains
soft touches
Everything slow
I will map you out
And reveal your secrets
I just want to
Be alive
While I’m still here

Where did
the time go?
Oh one day
follows the next day
and it catches up
I don’t know
If it was rest
Or something else

Don’t want
to go to sleep
don’t want
to shut
my eyes
The way
it’s settled
softly on
your skin

As much
as we want to
there’s nothing
we can do
and that’s the hardest part
You’re
The fire
And the flood
I don’t know
My heart
Stumbles on things
I don’t know
Awake my soul

I look up from
my pillow
when i go
to sleep
I imagine you’re
there with me

Each tear
that flows
from my eyes
brings memories
of you

When morning
comes again
I have the loneliness
you left me

Each day
day drags
by until time
finally descends
on me
I found shelter
in your
undercover hideaway
There’s no
gravity to hold
me down for real
I can’t say
Anything
it's more than
my bits are worth
Yes, the world
can be a very small place
You know
the person who said
good thing’s come
to those who wait
is probably still waiting
Some trips
become stumbles
the trick is to stay
on your feet
You drink
with your eyes
before your mouth
Don’t want
to go to sleep
don’t want to shut my eyes

Pennies in a jar
What is
It being saved for?

Give me something
To believe
What I’m waiting for

Might already be done

~Sarah Mahina Calvello~